EXPOSED
It’s so simple yet so complicated
the mask that covers my face
can no longer protect me
My identity escapes into daylight
my nakedness is exposed
the more I try to hide
the more everyone knows
I am without my shield
flesh and bones humanity,
mere mortal exposed
Naked born and I die
naked ashamed,
exposed
Caramel Queen©
ONLY HUMAN
on a pedestal your shrine
though only a man
saw him mirror my decline
seeing myself for what i am
accelerated years leaving me
in the dust
taking bits and pieces throughout
time
leaving me in utter disgust
an acute awareness of indifferent
crimes
is there something left within
us
to aid others cease the fight
formulating life with less stress
or help make wrongs right?
pledging to make a difference
and standout
what it is only time can trace?
or just waiting for the handout
stripped of worth, leaving no
face
acceptance of differences in
man
this comes in countless forms
derived without a plan
bringing out internal storms
cease these insipid cycles of
lies
twisting and turning strands
of demise
leave you must with no goodbyes
you can't hide in any disguise
MiNN©
COLD DREAMS
Exposed
Bitten with fear
Ever have that dream?
Where you feel naked
Alone
Craving for anonymity
Knowing your deepest shame
Is visible for all
Never in this dream
Do you ever feel
The love
Only the jeers
Mocking laughter
Maybe
If we could control our dreams
We could stand up
Face the void
Scream defiance
The love would show
When the fear departed
It's there
Surrounded by it
But masks
Sometimes hide more
Than truth
scrivington©
KNOW MYSELF
Oh retched night
wash away the sin of the world
corrupted morals justified with
social acceptance
Name me not Pride
cast away all desire to be god
of my realm
walk me naked
so that I may not hide
Extinguish my illusions of need
simplify my existence
leaving me to exit as I came
Unblindfold me, strip apathy
from my veins
Seek me good, beauty, truth,
and love in its purity
Fast away anger, oil me,
let it bead off
Crouched in humility
so that I may know myself.
Emerald©
HELPLESSLY LOST
This pedestal once a shrine for
your honor
it stood high above the rest
of the world
but now I sit here completely
alone, vulnerable
hiding tears, wondering what
went wrong.
Do I have any honor now that
yours is gone
the world was yours for the
taking and you did
but now does it matter as I
sit completely alone
hiding tears, wondering what
went wrong.
A man of stature wearing a mask
by day
solid and cold to the emotions
and pain
at night the coldness slips
away
helplessly lost without you
in my arms.
I want to break down but I mask
my hurt
the pain inside seems more than
I can bear
sitting on this pedestal with
my broken heart
helplessly lost without you
in my arms.
Mornings and evenings have taken
a gloom
no longer is there a reason
to smile
on the day that you left me
completely alone
nothing but sadness has since
filled my world.
Gloom has taken over, how can
I go on
a smile only comes from wearing
the mask
alone and empty you've left
my heart
nothing but sadness has since
filled my world.
Each day I wait and hope for
your return
your pedestal still stands above
all
it may be a little lower and
closer to earth
only to rise higher with the
return of your love.
Until that day I'll sit alone
and wait
on your pedestal where I'll
mask the tears
brought down to earth when you
left me
only to rise higher with the
return of your love.
Daisy©
FORTUNE, FAME,
& LOVE
Fortune he sought,
Fortune he got,
He cheated, he stole, &
he lied.
Money collected,
Family neglected,
Pennies he pinched 'til they
cried.
Coveted fame,
Made him a name,
Without mercy climbed over backs.
Accepted no blame,
Made promises lame,
Few survived his attacks.
But love evaded,
Happiness faded,
As in selfish glory he basked.
'Til in this place,
The Master he faced,
And found himself naked, unmasked.
Theophilus©
MASKS OF THE MIND
A mask for reason, and one to
forget,
to cover our feelings, or thoughts
of regret.
A mask for happiness and one
for pain,
for when the sun shines, or
when it rains.
A mask for anger and one for
doubt,
to hide the rage, and what it's
about.
A mask for sincerity, and one
of grace,
for a lack of honesty, or an
accusing face.
A mask for integrity, or one
to explain,
to cover confusion, or ignorance's
shame.
A mask for indifference, or
one of love,
to hide the hate, or a gift
from above.
A mask for deception, to cover
what's true,
a deception for me, a relief
for you.
We all have our masks to use
in their times,
for hurting or healing, it's
all in our minds.
ROM©
THE MASK
within this world of good and
bad
there lies a crescent yellow
moon
the sky is that of burnt red
orange
with and undertone of doom
within this world we wear a mask
that is so white and very cold
we never smile we never laugh
we just do what we are told
tired of this torment
of this never ending life
of this pain of this doom
of this agony and strife
fleeing from the terror
from the painful memories
I start to climb to the top
of a pedestal I've never seen
looking over darken valleys
over lakes and soulless streams
ghostly voices echo
in painful lonely screams
peeling off my ice cold mask
of sadden tears and doom
I take a look around again
from my pedestal where I loom
cold and numb to all
I crouch up in a ball
looking through my nervous knees
hoping not to fall
is there hope within this world
that light may shine again
for now I know we all wear mask
to shield us from the end
be it good or be it bad
I leave my mask behind
to start a life, begin again
to something much more kind
Xero©
FACELESS
Up high on a column of marble
etched stone.
With no one around me feeling
all alone.
As I ponder of today's society.
I feel naked striped of my honor.
I feel abandon of humanities
ways.
I feel alone casted from others.
Just leave me alone here today.
I am curled while I sit awaiting
a chance.
To say my peace as I make my
stance,
against those of deceitful abilities.
I am blameless for what I've
become.
I am guilty of innocence I plea.
I am accused of purity undone.
I just want to be alone, just
me.
Still abandoned unnoticed locked
in a cage.
I am angered of rejection with
such rage,
My identity is currently on
hold.
Do I need to ask for Identity.
Do I need to follow your ways.
Do I need a shot of reality.
I believe I'm the victim today.
So here I am with my hand extended.
With a mask that sadly closely
resembles.
A face which society controls.
If I take a chance and try to
be me.
Would you except my ways and
just let me be,
No more will I be labeled as
Faceless.
T.A.S.(poeticer)©
UNTITLED
I cannot go on
I have lost you..
All was for naught
All was my fault for my true
feelings I hid behind this
mask of indifference.
My heart cries out in sorrow..
If only I had given you the
me that you desired
If only I had laid aside this
facade..
If only..........
Carrie©
THE DARKNESS
Senses numbed by years of imbalance
Strained against time and emotional
instability
Leaning and heaving, feeling
the loss
The abandonment that has prevailed
forever
Feelings no longer tangible
Cloaked in gloom and sadness
When does it rise up, feeling
it is near
Take me away to the nothingness
I deserve
Heavy heart, emotionless
Cold, hard, contriving to control,
Blocked from all entries, feeling
it is just a ruse
Quick take away the little that
remains
Needing more I bow before this
sacred world
Implore that I be shown what
I have missed
Do I change that which is misunderstood
Is there feeling and sense behind
some hidden branch
Yet again the path is filled
with darkness
And disappears behind the gate
And I know again that I shall
not enter
For I have yet to understand
its meaning.
X-Deception-X
PERCEPTUALLY SEASONED
Under the spells of the crescent
moon
As I sit on the foundation of
our friendship
with knowledge that your true
emotions
cement its very column,
I expose myself
remove the perceptual mask the
world
has bestowed upon me
for all to see
I no longer am strong,
am I my friend
I lean my head forward allowing
its weight
to tilt my very smile...
I have done wrong
I haven't been the person,
I always intended to be
when I reached out,
before me...
some things were not there,
as I thought they would be...
they withered and died
as dried flowers that fall upon
the closed doors of past friendships
and as if one needs to add insult
to injury..
those flowers are glued now
along the edges of the very
wreaths..
we come to admire...
so seasonally
knocking on the door doesn't
seem to be a option not now,
as my stance across our foundation
becomes defined
my muscles tighten,
I draw myself in close...
as if I could provide my own
comfort
in times of such change...
like snow across the fields
of spent crops...
covering
what was left as if...
one could freeze a period of
their life ...
return to it as need be
but do I need to go back...
exposing those mistakes of my
yesterdays
maybe time will take this perceptual
mask so my hands will be free
and if my hands were free...
I would pray...
I would pray that tomorrow
would come and with it...
the butterflies would dance...
the little girls would giggle.
..and little boys would wonder...
why those little girls do like
to giggle..
I would pray for flowers...so
perceptually seasoned
bright pink..pretty blues...all
those things, so true to you..
Nookiss©
SOLACE?
Another working day has ended,
hence the rising moon
Another sun has come and gone
and gone all too soon.
Why I hide in anguish, I am
no longer in mother's womb?
Why I dread what can't be changed,
useless I presume?
World twisted and confused,
mine shaped as I have hewn
Cut from sights, sounds and
deeds as I filled life's balloon.
Maturity's mask sings a mocking
sonant, his familiar tune
As I sit and pray and ponder
should I send him to his doom?
Relax, release, return to an
existence I can at last exhume
But tomorrow will be today tomorrow,
I won't clear this dune.
For to have changed my path
in life, I'd waited 'til life's noon?
No, tomorrow will usher in another
act of life's sad cocoon.
Jerry L. Helbig©
CONSEQUENCES
The mask which he wore
To cover his lies,
To make him something he wasn't,
Was only a disguise.
He filled her heart
With so many fake truths,
She believed all he said,
As he set his tongue loose.
Now, stripped of his armor,
Dignity, lost and gone,
He realizes his loss,
As he sits barren and alone.
Caught up in fantasy's sea,
With no intentions of love true,
He lost not only his own heart,
But the beauty of her, too.
The mask which he wore
Caused him much pain.
"Why, oh why," he will forever
wonder,
"Did I play such a foolish game?"
The lesson to be learned,
Taught a bit too late,
The mask one chooses to wear,
Can often times determine one's
fate.
angelqueen©
REBIRTH
In the clay of confusion
you can't set in motion
spit out the poison
rebirth on collision
inner directed
roar your shame away.
In the pressure of changing
get rid of your loathing
new day is greeting
chaotic mounting
stand on your feet
be proud of it
rebirth on conflict.
__Forbidden_©
JUST HUMAN
Above the world here I do sit
Unable to move, my thoughts
won't quit
Reflecting on my history
While the future remains a mystery
Now here I sit, all alone
Contemplating what life has
thrown
I've followed a path that cannot
change
For history won't be rearranged
Mistakes were made along the
way
They cannot be erased today
Unable to change what was done
I bowed my head from the shame
that won
The mask I hold contains the
soul
The part of my life that someone
stole
I cannot put the piece back
together
For it's missing from my life
forever
So while I want to start life
anew
I'm unwilling to make my grand
debut
For I know I will stumble once
again
I'm just human, as I have always
been
Heidi©
LIFES CHARADES
I look in the mirror
and what do I see
a faceless person
peering back at Me.
Parents teaching
right from wrong.
Church pounding in My head
Practice not preach the Golden
Rule.
The main game of life today
Keeping up with the "Jones"
in each and every way.
Carbon copy cloning....
No private thoughts ...dreams...desires.
What about the Child Within
Does she not have a voice
Does she not have a name
Let's shake hands with Her private
Soul.
Lost within Humanity desires
and goals.
Think not upon thy own private
thoughts
To thy own self be not true
Going ONLY with the flow
Where EVER it may go.
Loosing individuality....the
reason for life.
Wheels ....wheels going round
endless circles never touching
ground.
Spinning yarns with in one spot
Eeenie.....mineee....moooo
Short straw picked.....to bad
You lost...You must go.
WAKE UP ....silly One
Please ....please before too
late.
Rise Up above all and travel
the road
tried and true ..... destine
for You.
Listen to the inner voice My
child
for that IS the REAL You.
Rise up upon Your pedestal of
Life
Nurture the seeds of wisdom
that were planted.
For You are the Youth .....Mother
Earth's golden treasures.
LongLeggedTxN©
ARE NOT
I was an Are but now I am a Not
just another fleeting thought
Passing through my mind
wandering through this maze
of mine
once upon a time I knew the way
out
then I ran into a doubt
lightly whispering at first
growing louder with every spoken
verse
you are a Not, not an Are
you are way to far
from the truth
what you have is to much youth
to think you thought that you
knew
what to be and do
your lost in confusion
your life is nothing more than
an illusion
everything I once thought is
wrong
believed for so long
my faith is drained
there is only my self to be
blamed
somewhere in this desecrated
ground
my soul was found
dark as night
yet it was my only light
so we stood there side by side
and then we lied
said it was okay
merely to fight this battle
another day
Insanity_The_Cow©
NAKED, HOW DEEPLY
Naked, how deeply can I reflect
Within this self who's alone
from neglect?
Somehow within, I think I've
lost face
For what and how I can never
retrace.
Too much perhaps, myself I contemplate
The past, the future, and my
singular fate.
Is this my being on lone pedestal
set
To be my own object and my own
lone regret?
Through layers of memories deeply
I review
The old, the older, and even
the new.
I am, therefore I am, but what
Am I to do with my life, or
the life that I've got.
A trace of moon stands up in
the sky
And rivers to places wave lazily
by.
I sit and I sit and never get
any place.
I sit here all naked just holding
my face.
Perhaps some day I'll stand up
and see
How naked I am when alone I
flee.
I'll put on my best, my face
will be seen
And somewhere out there I'll
find a new dream.
Get down from this pedestal,
down from this life
I'll take a long walk and find
a new wife.
Somewhere in the woods far beyond
we will build
A life full of love and to each
other's good yield.
Wes©
THE LAST ONE CROUCHED
"NEVER LET EMOTION SHOW !!"
Stalin-like utterances from
speakers posted hitherto.
"SMILE - AND DIE !!!"
It's the law of the land, the
earth, the end of time!
All armies, enemies, friends
and foe
Recalling a moment of light
hearted dally
Smiled a touch, grinned a tad,
smirked just so
POOF!! Combustion!! Their next
step disapearing from earth.
My monies afforded me a molded
mask.
Made by the best hands this
earth had to offer.
Every INCH of my face, caught
in Neoprene...
Undetected by all Scrutineers.
Silently smiling, laughing underneath...
whilst all my comrades direly
trotted onward.
Until one by one.. there were
no more.
This maze allowed only one winner
upon this pedestal
that was sought by many.
Adorned by one only - the last
one smiling - so to speak.
I can remove my mask now, YET,
in doing so..
I MUST Hide my shame.
My shame that allowed me to
smile, laugh, smirk--UNDETECTED.
And what have I won, in reality??
Loneliness, Solitude??
Was it worth it?? I will forever
go on, unsmiling.
Ironic.. isn't it?
Solar©
BEGINNING OR ENDING
How did it start - the charade,
the masquerade?
I am so tired of the pretense...no
change with the dawn
No change with the dusk...It
all seems the same.
The real me...does anyone know,
do they care, do I exist?
Or am I as mere dust blown in
the wind soon to vanish?
Served a purpose and spent -
will it ever stop?
Blueflaxen©
LIFE'S PEDESTAL
All alone in the middle of the
night.
You expose yourself by the moons
dim light.
Curled in a ball you let out
all your cares.
Crying to yourself you release
your fears.
I see you everyday, you put
on an act.
You substitute for characteristics
you think you lack.
You smile, laugh and act so
nice.
Inside your heart has turned
to ice.
Scarred by people who have led
you wrong.
You have searched for years
for a place to belong.
You feel secure in just one
place.
Curled up alone behind a face.
Searching for an end, there
is no peace.
You wonder when your troubles
will cease.
I know your mind, but you can't
reach me.
Let go of your thoughts and
you will be free.
I stand on the other side of
a sea of doubt.
I watch the night turn to day
and anticipate the sun coming out.
You on the other side await
for the night.
When your act subsides, You
know you're losing this fight.
Curled in a ball night after
night.
Accepting the dark letting go
of the light.
Lift up your head for morning
is nigh.
Let go of your past or your
soul will die.
Extend an empty hand, You will
never fall.
But stand strong and tall on
life's pedestal.
Feline©
ONLY HUMAN
In this Picture what do I see;
A man on a pedestal, a hero
maybe...?
Last vestige of pride stripped
from his skin;
Mask removed to reveal the person
within...
Head bent low to shield his eyes;
Not wanting to show the world
how he cries...
For his sins there are many,
you can hear him shout;
But God really loves him, and
of that there's no doubt...
But what did you really want
me to see;
A man so successful who plays
golf to a tee...?
Or an officer in the Navy, I
don't know his rank;
A Chief Exec maybe, with dollars
in the Bank...?
No that's not it, I'll tell you
what I see;
A poet, a writer, an artist
maybe...?
Who works very hard from dawn
until dusk;
But in the evening writes poems
about rose scented musk...
We are only human, you and I;
So come dearest friend, wipe
the tear from your eye...
Your true identity I shall never
reveal;
For on my lips I have placed
a loving seal...
Whatever your reasons for keeping
ME in the dark;
My memories now sustain me each
day while I work...
For an artist and dreamer you
know ME to be;
But I thank you for bringing
the Poet out in me...
La Poetessa©
THE RIVULET
One warm and salty rivulet
One slowly streaming tear
Gently caressing the
Contours of my cheek
I look around
Although I don't care
Removing the hardened shell
from my face
Unmasked
I am alone
To feel the tear
To taste the tear
To know the tear
I am alone
I am the tear
Romantic-at-Heart©
LOVER LOST
Here on her pedestal
Alone, scared
Wondering why she left me
When will I stop feeling this
way?
So hard to separate the pain
Naked to my emotions
Exposed for everyone to see
I let her get too close
I cannot let them see me like
this
I will put on a face
A mask to hide my tears
To hide my heartache
I let her inside
I loved her like no other
With her I shared my everything
All of me, all my emotions,
All that I feel and know
With her I was completely naked
Defenses shattered
I thought no longer necessary
She took my heart
And just left me
Oh God, make the pain go away!
When she was here
And we were together
The sun, it shined so bright
for us
Now, the beauty of that sun
is gone
The skies now filled with the
flames of torment and pain
I don't understand
Why she is gone
What will I do without her?
My Lover Lost!
crystar_©
SOUL'S HEART
This heart must face all souls'
history
of both black and golden memories,
as a boy whose paths led away
from the safety of home's simplicities,
each step straining the ties
of family.
The track has been broad, wild
and free
with career, family and friends
all beside me
Trusting my toughness and ability
to enjoy success, although not
so frequently.
At solitary points in the many
journeys
comes the realization of the
singularity
each person holds among society's
fabric in its ever widening
complexity.
-aye_©
HIDDEN FACE
This setting sun does little
to help me
as I try to recall the image
of my face
left alone for so very long,
forgotten
to all who knew me, trapped
within this place.
God, take from me this madness
give to me a secure belief
allow to me the peace of mind
that will anniluate my grief.
I hide my life behind this mask
afraid to show the me that's
real
because of what people might
say
because of how I'd make others
feel.
From neck down, my body is true
to form
only behind my eyes can the
truth be seen
my only wish is to find that
one
who can see beyond what my looks
could mean.
The real me is trapped so deep
within
if only you'd take the time
to see
what it is inside that makes
me whole
and all that it is that enables
me to be.
So as I hide my face from this
cruel world
and as my life so quickly passes
by
I will still love each and every
one of you
you'll be in my heart till the
day I die.
Grizz©
YOU WERE LOVED
Images of you continuously haunt
my thoughts
Words which we have spoken sounding
clear
Holding me captive to a time
that will never again reappear
You continuously taunt me, not
allowing me to forget
Is it not enough that you invade
my nightly dreams
Must you also constantly torment
my waking days
Without warning, intruding my
concious thoughts
When I so desperately want to
forget that you exist
My love I gave to you with all
that I am
I wore no mask, nor did I attempt
to hide
Trustingly, I opened myself
completely to you
Wore my heart upon my sleeve
for all to see
Friends for life, I believed
that we would be
To share our hopes, our dreams,
our destiny
Unspoken words now scream out
at me
Why, oh why, did you just disappear
from me?
Words from you no longer exist,
nor a simple hello
My friend for life, has taken
leave of me
Now all that's left for me are
my memories
A stranger to me you will now
forever be
Now emptiness exists where love
once reigned
Resounding echos of laughter
we once shared
Crying out to me, begging to
once again be heard
Replaced by my silent tears,
which now only I can hear
Gitte©
THE TRUTH
Since a meeting
Friendship is so fleeting
Soon it dies
From little white lies
All that one asks
Is to take off the mask
That we put forward every day
Hiding true feelings in everyway.
A small word
Cannot be heard
Until we say
I'm sorry...
pixierose©
SUBJECTION
Subject to the flesh
In the form of a man
He wept for the loss of a friend
How much more will He weep
Over the loss of mankind
Subjects to Him
Reina©
JUST HUMAN
With ramparts cast in walls of
stone
We guard the weaknessess of
our souls,
For within these walls we reign
alone
And guests are tasked to pay
their tolls;
With masks that cloud our earthen
stay
To hide our faces filled with
joy or fear;
To damn the temptations which
have lead astray
The love and friendships we
hold dear.
How many masks must drop in just
reveal
To see the naked truth which
cannot fall?
Until the weakness in our heart
dost feel
The final trust, love seeks
in all?
Do we fear the gates of heaven
or of hell
Less than the truth which our
face may say?
That condemned in solitude we'd
rather dwell
Than feel the pain from eyes
while we dare stray?
Ah, and there is our passion's
mighty wave
Which flooded shores of promises
once made;
Though in the winds of time
another mask we brave
Just to find anew, the tribute
we have paid.
No, there is no wrong in hiding
our inner fear
Lest we long to weep Love's
daily strife,
For pending doom will sure appear
If friends won't man these ramparts
of our life;
And until one can feel our heartthrob
by its sound,
Can see our smile which is a
frown;
Or hears the roaring laughter
we have bound
To the grimace of a stupored
clown...
We are blind and deaf to those
who wait, or came,
And we missed the masks which
they have strown
From their chariots with open
hearts aflame,
Upon our still lonely, lonely
throne.
Zephyr©
AWARENESS
Un-masked in shame
There is only him to blame
He used many faces
To break hearts in Vplaces
Why does it have to be?
One falls in love, the other
will flee
Seems his own medicine he had
a taste
Now tables turn his own feelings
displaced..
You've planned your last attack
It's time to remove the mask.
hunnybunn_3©
UNTITLED
Do you stand before the world
naked,
exposed.
Do you let them in,
to see.
How often do you remove the mask,
for all.
Not often, I bet.
Like me.
Many layers to sift through,
exposing parts.
Never all,
just what they expect.
Peeling back that which,
reveals self.
The roads taken,
detours are many.
Can you see me,
or just the shell,
which contains,
me.
Look past that which,
the eyes capture.
Can you,
except.
You may wish to stay comfortable,
inside your hell.
Each to their own,
I say.
If one should drop,
that mask,
from finger tips,
so long a fist.
And be spited,
judged.
Then once again,
I shall retreat to sit upon
the pedestal.
We are born alone,
and we die the same.
Naked and exposed,
waiting for guidance.
Robert Wood©
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