YOU SLEEP
Reflected lights, window shade
night,
In a room by the street side
cafe.
Sounds that are heard, mumbling
of words,
All alone of which he stays.
Awakened of sounds, noises all
around,
a city that never sleeps.
A full moon it shines, on the
window shade blinds,
This city has stolen his dreams.
With a silhouette in view, outlined
in blue,
and highlights of purplish bright.
This image of a face, a woman's
it does trace,
on the glass within the night.
Moments pass by, as your eyes
will find,
serenity asleep in peace.
With a face on the glass, and
the noises that pass,
atlas late at night you sleep.
T.A.S.(poeticer)©
BLACK AND BLUE
You hit me hard again
The circles around my eyes
Grow darker
Matching the changing of your
soul
The gray that now transforms
the sky
Into a lead inferno this night
Moves slowly
Reconfiguring as your soul slowly
blackens
Turning away from the light
Towards the eternal wakeless
night
Your hatred starts to rumble
Thunder’s cacophony a constant
companion
To your explosive hatred
And the demon that controls
you
You hit me hard again
No tears I have left
No pain
No thoughts
Just sorrow that you have succumbed
To the neon shadows
J. A. Wade©
OUT THE WINDOW
Gazing on the world without a
care
Wishing all mistakes away
Leaving all the yesterdays out
there
Will it matter at all today
Wishing all mistakes away
Thoughts seem clouded like this
dawn
Will it matter at all today
Summing it up in a yawn
Thoughts seem clouded like this
dawn
Will confusion disappear?
Summing it up in a yawn
Take an eraser to the fear
The sun has yet to rise in the
sky
Gazing on the world without
a care
Blink out the sleep, yet wonder
why
Gazing on the world without
a care
MiNN©
MOTHER MAY I
Mother may I see the light?
Mother may I find my way...
out of all this despair and
grief?
Mother may I lend a hand to
the blind?
Mother may I become who you want
me to?
Mother may I trust those I don't
know...
even if they are like strangers?
Mother may I stumble backwards,
when forward is not good enough for you?
Mother may I keep my secrets
to myself?
Mother may I feel unashamed
about...
growing up dumb with all these
windows around?
Mother may I speak in tongues...as
they say only to shout to yourself?
Mother may I find the time...when
there really is none?
Mother may I dance to the elegant
swans...
just like in the Russian Ballet?
Mother may I pray to those who
see no sun?
»(RªVên)«©
NEON BLINDS
Neon signs are flashing
in between the blinds
sending to him signals
a meeting of their minds.
Waiting there each evening
hoping he'll come back home
but the neon signs keep flashing
while her lover continues to
roam.
She watched him from the window
when he left that rainy night
he turned to see her silhouette
flashing shadows of neon light.
Lost without him by her side
a thread of hope still in her
heart
her silhouette in the window
waits
he said forever they'd never
part.
Each night before she goes to
sleep
one last pass of the neon blinds
for if he's out there watching
they'll have a meeting of their
minds.
He'll see that she has faith
in him
when he no longer needs to roam
her silhouette in the neon lights
still waits to welcome him home.
Daisy©
UNREPENTANT
Alone she stares, silent
In madness and despair
Thinking of burned bridges
She no longer can repair
Thoughts soon turn to images
Played over in her mind
And yet unwilling to repent
Her prideful heart unkind
Oh! How I hate my life!
She bellows out in pain
Bitter tears flow freely now
From eyes, but all in vain
These tears are cold, and fall
upon
Flesh that's numb and dead
A testimony of the life
This tragic woman led
solo-flight©
"CONFORMITY"
I'm just a slave to fashion,
And every fad that comes along.
Everybody's doing it,
So I know it can't be wrong.
The tattoo placed upon my skin,
Six holes in my left ear,
I sure hope they're still in
style,
This same time next year.
If the color of your eyelids,
Matches the fish tank goo,
If everybody's face is blue,
Be assured that mine is too.
A little paint, a little dye,
Color-change contacts in my
eye;
Skirts are long, skirts are
high,
But mine is not to question
why.
I line my lips in black or white,
Red or green or neon light;
Then I find to my delight,
Mascara and rouge that match
just right.
All colors of the rainbow,
My hair is permed and crimped.
I keep it curled and sprayed
and teased,
'Til fashion says, just leave
it limp.
No matter what the fashion,
I don't dare deviate.
Why is it then that I find,
The thing I truly hate;
What really makes me angry.
The thing I most detest,
Is hearing someone say to me,
"You're just like all the rest."
?
Theophilus©
PORCELAIN LADY
porcelain lady
fired and glazed
so sad, forlorn,
troubled and fazed
i see you hiding
behind closed blinds.
is it lost love, shame
or just life's grinds
your model. was she
a troubled soul?
did your creator
try to console
you stand in profile,
a Grecian nose
a jutting chin
your lips, quick-froze
you are further proof
that to beguile
you really don't need
Mona Lisa's smile
b.eniii©
CONCEALED LONGING
Reflections cast upon darkened
silhouette
Hidden from view of the outside
world
Highlighting the shadow of this
sultry brunette
Neon red and blue with purples
swirled
Standing alone, concealed from
humanity
Behind venetian blinds, in the
darkness of night
Trying to shed myself of all
the insanity
A multitude of emotions slowly
begin to ignite
Inside and out there is such
a commotion
Fleeting thoughts racing in
unison with flashing light
Emotions soaring, accompanying
lights in motion
How I would love to have a pillow
fight!
Gitte©
LONELY GIRL SO
BRAVE
Freeze-frame madness
solitary sadness;
no pill to cure
low light to blur...
Oh heaven's sake
to constantly wake
to such
a maddening world.
Dreaming she peeks @ the window
blinds...
just like those West Side neon
signs,
dancing to and fro
in her mind
placating her are her non-troubling
rhymes
of these messed up times...
of living so alone
as within and without a home.
Oh no wonder she introversively
roams!
Please tell her what she needeth
hearing...
not peering out to a world so
unkind,
making noiseless bargains-
that no one can buy!
Do something for the poor girl...
she's not lost
just feeling mighty down
with a frown.
This girl's no clown...
oh she's really on stable ground!
Are you sure doctor?
She sees colors...
she dances barefoot...
she's in a bind-
for sure she must be blind?
Oh sir know your reasons
and find her hand...
for she-
is just looking...
for one honest man!
Nimbusman©
UNTITLED
See me smile
See me frown
look deep inside
to see the clown
Squint your eyes
but not to tight
I'm hiding in
the lower right
See my face
as i stare
at all of you
who are there
Look to the shadows
not the light
see my nose
shining bright
As you make
the colors fade
I'm hiding here
in the shade
(Boo)
Gargoyle©
GUIDING LIGHT
You look upon me ......somewhat
bewildered.......
Yet that surprises Me not.
Such chaos in One's own thoughts
Yes ....even THOSE I can read.
Clocks keeps tick tocking along
Days now have crept into another
time
Still Of Me ..... You know not
..
of Who I really Am.
Stop this Mad Man pace.....
It only slows You down even
further.
Do not look past the light.
For YOUR time .....it is not.
Gaze upon Me once more
Be not afraid ......
No harm shall I bring to You
Be calm ..... here... take My
hand.
I have known of You from the
begining of time
Your first breath of Life ....
We two shared.
Fear Me not ..... for I Am of
you.
Open Your eyes....... wide ......Wider.....
Take a good look upon One's
self
Windows are wide open.... the
light of life comes in.
Look deep within You ...for
I Am Your Soul.
LongLeggedTXN©
SENSUOUS LURE
Creeping along alone in the night
Drawn to the window with the
neon light
Sneaking a peek between the
blinds
She is startled to see what
she finds
A man with a dagger and a woman
down
Ripping at their clothes as
they lay on the ground
They were laughing and giggling
at the time
For they were playing a game,
it was no crime
She knew it was wrong to stand
there and watch
But she was frozen in place
as he unzipped his crotch
The laughter and giggles were
now replaced
With kissing and groping and
passionate embrace
Watching him stroke her and penetrate
the heat
She was captivated by their
fury and couldn't retreat
His game was seduction and she
wanted to be next
As she watched through the window
while they had sex
Once they were through and the
pleasure was gone
She realized she stood there
so long it was dawn
So engrossed by what she had
witnessed there
She felt guilty about watching
while they were unaware
The momentum was captivating
and froze her in place
Now she feared they would soon
discover her face
So she tried to walk away and
remove her stare
But something told her to remain
and watch the pair
This time she saw something she
hadn't seen all night
Because the love feast distracted
her in the neon light
She realized the man who played
the seduction game
Looked familiar but she just
couldn't remember his name
So when she leaned a bit closer
to get a better look
The blinds suddenly dropped,
as they became unhooked
Ashamed and embarrassed her
body flinched into a heap
It was then that she awoke from
her sensuous sleep
Heidi©
NEGATIVE THOUGHT
Thought, that all invasive
Immortal process
By which we dream...
Electro-static impulses
Fashioned by inspiration
Takes on an impossible task
When faced with desperation
Thoughts then become Negative...
Turned inside-out
Outside in with nothing fixed
No focus, no foundation
A mindless wanderer we become
Lost in both time and space
Without a face
To affront the fear within...
Locked inside
Hurt pride
Of loves own making
Hearts grown cold
Set in a mold
Of haunting Negative Thought...
~LaPoetessa~©
DEEP INSIDE
Image in the mirror of glass
shattered tears over the past
looking deeper to my insides
errors unfixable easy to deny
Turned my back to those called
friend
blaming them not me, I tried
to pretend
true colors will begin to surface
bowing my head in search of
purpose
Neon lights are flashing like
a beacon
feisty spirit is beginning to
weaken
tired of being the outsider,
please let me in?
sooner than later the healing
will begin
MARYea©
DRESSED IN SCARLET,
BLACK AND BARE
she cried to me
her tears
heavy as black granite
polished with self doubt
no words eased her pain
wrapped around shivers
dressed in a scarlet sheath
of need
she cried to me
her misery
I with no council
to ease her grief
felt her weep and
covered her soul
with my own agony
she cried to me
her tears
touched my cheeks
standing bare we breathed
I was her
and she was me...
SunRay©
UNTITLED
My camera's out of focus,
The film got too much light,
So I put it on the internet,
To see what people write.
Scooter©
I CAN...
I can think of your space
your elegant shape
your braided hair
destined
behind a window shade
anguished
as the darkness snails
huddling blood tales
remaining fadeless.
I can pass through your window
as the light wanes
along your neon face
lost in the labyrinth of your
sense
under the shadow of a warfare
staring straight to nowhere
becoming speechless.
I can see your inner depths
through a mystical atmosphere
where the night stays longer
and the day is short
and you are into war
dying another death
that was not yours.
__Forbidden_©
JUST PASSING THROUGH
Looking through the window
wondering what it's like to
be a tree
a young girl stands and stares
with a world of Christmas glee.
With neon lights glowing brightly,
illuminating her face with joy,
she looks back through the window
and says, "Look at that really
neat toy!!"
The shopkeeper opened up the
door
and paused for a moment or two
then he asked if she'd like
to come inside
she said, "Thank you, but I'm
just passing through."
The tree lights flashed in the
window,
and filled her face with cheer,
the little girl said as she
turned to leave,
"Merry Christmas Sir, and Happy
New year!"
BluMysti©
BEYOND THE BLINDS
windows hidden by venitian blinds
conceal the thoughts of her
mind
a woman she is filled with passion
eyebrow ring, guess its fashion
thoughts of passion, seem in
vain
while scattered images flood
her brain
her lips emit a warming glow
trying to soothe her ravaged
soul
passion was never meant to maim
tonight she vows, to reignite
the flame
mwm©
THE NARRATOR "LOOSE"
I think she borrow reality from
its tone
She found it alone in some zone.
The guilt surrounded her mind
leaving her a few choices.
She tried to deny her motion
only to hear the voices.
The group of sounds started
to complicate the walls.
The darkness faded it all before
she could fall.
cluewall©
NUMBED
Eyes so dark, so hollow
Searching for a tomorrow
Yesterdays are gone
Wasted times of life
Empty feelings left
A mind so mixed
Blank stares thru blinds
Neon lights flashing
Things are a blurr
Whats gonna occur
Loneliness is felt
Numbness set in
Hunnybunn_3©
WINDOW TO THE WORLD
Step up, don't be afraid
look beyond the obvious
Push yourself
go ahead
peer between the blinds
Go on
don't be a afraid
LOOK! LOOK!
(Easy for you to say
YOU
have no fear
YOU
have it all together
YOU
are not alone)
I sit in the dark
alone
my heart racing
and the blood surges
through my body
like fire and ice
One, never yielding
to the other
Beads of sweat
flow from by brow
the color of crimson
and my thoughts are
on a collision course
with madness
while my minds eye
only vison, is
my imminent death
So you think I have it
together
You think... I'm not alone
I am frozen... in fear
Forgive my earlier taunt
Let me rephras
Look out the window, please
tell me what you see
tell me what exists
beyond the window of MY world
Reina©
I
I exist in my mind
Where the truth bears no consequence
Forever unchanging
For what conventions
Can reality impose
On a will such as mine
I am the inevitable
Perpetually conscious inside
of life’s vision
The power of tranquillity
That resides in my mind
Can effortlessly decipher
That which is impenetrable
I am the chaotic
The method you can not yet perceive
The guardian of insanity
That pushes the limits
Breeding the rare genius
That refines all the cosmic
I control the excessiveness
That stimulates the process
of revolution
The voracious aspiration
To achieve a higher level
Of mental capabilities
And spiritual attentiveness
I am the acumen
All that is conceivable to maintain
at once
In harmony with each emotion
Integrated with every thought
The entirety of the experience
Everything that makes us human
InsanitytheCow©
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