Deep Thought Poetry


THE MEANING OF LIFE
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The lord givith and the lord taketh away
And teach me something along the way
A glimmer of hope then a spark of despair
Challenging me to give in to say I don't care
Evoke a nightmare and get lost in the dream
Where love, laughter and reality are not what they seem
But now awake I defeat the dark of night
With no room to run and no time for flight
I am the enemy I must face and fight
Believe in me and feel my might
For now the time is truly right
Stand in my shoes and see what I've seen
It's just an excuse for what life can't mean
Never to be all I can be lost somewhere inside of me
Shadows fade in the light of this new reality
For in my own hands lie the direction of my destine
Bear1Mage©


SHARE
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I let not my woes or worries drag down my empty heart
Though of my life missing, you are no longer a part
The choice you made, that did spirit you very far away
Yet a need you hold for me, to hear what words have I to say
Touch my heart, a knife your words and the incision they will make
Care you not for me, the pain that might crest upon their wake
Dare I let you pluck the strings on which my emotions are strung
To be so easily in disregard, then to the side have them flung
Be I a rag doll for your pleasure, void of any idea or spine
Thus strike me down, lest I do contemplate any be it of mine
Know thee not that I ever wear thy brand so seared upon my heart
So be it short of death or transplant ever are we apart
A worried brow I wear, for when thou does call me friend
For tightly held at your arm's length, thus shall you have me bend
Dissect and gather the best of me, share not with me my needs
Lest I satisfy your wishes, will all be forgotten of my sacrificial deeds
Bear1Mage©


ALIEN SOUL
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I have reached out with my mind
Past countless galaxies of all kind
I have tried to swim the river of time
The mountain of knowledge I tried to climbed
My mind seeks the answers unknown
To long forgotten questions unasked
For years I alone fought the lies
Destiny is kind for I opened my eyes
To this desolate planet dark as coal
Where boldly stands another searching soul
Her mind contains knowledge that remains untold
Because she is confused by the answers it holds
Bear1Mage©


NIGHT CROSSINGS
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As the light of day surrenders to the dark of night
An eerie silence settles separating night from day
The shadows thicken into a pool of pitch-blackness
And the beast in all men roams forth
Most are lost in a closed eye state of slumber
Others are trapped in the horror of self-made nightmare
But I float on the waves that mark the night's wind
For I am made buoyant by an emotional mind molding sound
It bathes me and guides my nights crossings
Each trip is unique though the response of a single source
It is this source of sound I wish to praise
For it guarantees my safety from the shores of night
And promises tomorrow will be a better day
It's the pounding of my heart that shows the way
Bear1Mage©


PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE
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It's a controversial political stand
Claming to know the answer for all the land
Spending a fortune to teach the country your name
Then on your opponent all the problems you blame
Boasting of the improvements you'll make in every home
The truth is no changes can be made by you alone
Between the special interest groups your loyalties are torn
You hold out to profit more from the rights of the unborn
To balance the budget all of congress is prime
Easily done if all politicians donated their time
But that would benefit the country whole
So instead we will continue to pay the toll
You go ahead run for office to be in command
And for better leadership the rest of us will demand
Bear1Mage©


OLYMPIC CHALLENGE
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Extraordinary man a true athlete
Born with a driving need to compete
Dedicated to building muscle and bone
Working for chiseled features of stone
To run faster or jump higher than any other man
To throw farther or lift heavier than anyone can
Separate his mind from the physical mass
So every athletic challenge he can pass
Push himself beyond the wall of pain
So seconds or inches to his limits he can gain
Sweat a river and move a mountain of steel
To meet the challenge of physical and mental will
Bear1Mage©


THE GRADUATE
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Congratulations graduate our prayers are with you
For life's yet to decide what you are to do
Alas yesterday's child is now tomorrow's hope
And with the futures problems you must cope
A part of the problem or a solution you stand
The decision firmly rest solely in your hand
Will wisdom and insight lead on to a better day
Or will passion and lust lead you astray
A builder of monuments may you yet be
Or broadcast dreams the whole world will see
Place a foot on previously untouched soil
Or even gamble your life away on games by Hoyle
Whatever the choice it is still up to you
Just remember the rest of us are concerned to
So congratulations and good luck what ever you do
Now you know why our prayers are with you
Bear1Mage©


TODAY TOMORROW
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Setting sun the day is done, my lonely heart torn apart
Darkened skies fill my eyes and I become so entwine
In the mystical river of time
Man seeks out the forbidden fruit
Corrupt idea's will he plunder and loot
With devastation the world he will reap
Condemned souls he will master and keep
Make a mold to change our shape
Our virgin minds he shall rape
He has been consumed in life
And shall die at the point of his own knife
The price we pay to die in disgrace
Forgive he the human race
He tried to reach out a helping hand
But he misused what he could not understand
So progress ended in massive destruction
Only simple conclusions his ideas of construction
Wishes of miracles before his eyes
False hope hide the lies
Rising sun a new day has began
He will do it today I know he can
Bear1Mage©


WOMAN
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Image of woman a mystery you be
For you're more than the beauty people see
The mighty power you have within
Lies unused as if it were sin
At distance across you shadows grow
But with me you open up and begin to glow
You don't hide but you're not all you can be
Your not a woman in a mans world to me
The person you are needs to be shared
Bottle your spirit and sell it if I dared
Maybe if like you we all felt as strong
Together we could right all that's wrong
But now you hold yourself back
Suffering for the understanding others lack
And the tears that fall from your eyes
Is a lesson in coping with life's lies
Don't change for you are as you should be
Just stand proud for all to see
Bear1Mage©


MOONLIGHT'S PRESENCE
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When full she is a beacon in the night
And at half she is yet a guiding light
When eclipsed she is a whole in the sky
A blindness inflicted on the poet's eye
For it truly is the Moonlight's Presence
That inflames romances very essences
She turns the darkness of night into day
Blending black and white for shades of gray
As love is the merging of woman and man
This is how the moon and love all began
Pulls hard does she at the hearts of us all
Having no choice we will answer her call
A shining orb to light the pathway to love
A symbol to show our history thereof
Bear1Mage©


REBEL'S END
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I never thought my time would run out
Never felt the need to yell and shout
But the walls kept moving in on me
Was it the end or the start of my destiny
I was told life had a role for me to play
But in the game of life I couldn't stay
I dared to color outside the lines
I couldn't live by the rules life defines
I set new rules and played my own game
So it was that to me my own end came
Looking back on it what more can I say
But a rebel would have it no other way
Bear1Mage©


TRIBUTE TO DAD
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Will I ever be able to lay me down to sleep
Knowing the pain inside I am forced to keep
As a child to my father I could always turn
Countless lessons from him did I learn
Now grown and lost I know not where I stand
With a child of my own who is out of hand
How did he keep me from going wrong
I am not weak but dad seemed so strong
Will I fight a losing battle at the cost of a son
Is it a war that alone by me can never be won
Where to turn when all seems to make my son mad
I lift the phone and make the call and say hello dad
Bear1Mage©


INSIDE A POETS MIND
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Balanced on the hands of time
I struggled with my thoughts looking for a rhyme
Deep wisdom of philosophers past
In their enlightenment I tried to bask
Then the romantic classics came to mind
But words on statues and ruins I could not find
So to the mysteries of myth and magic I did turn
Where Stonehenge and druids in my mind did burn
But up in smoke my thoughts faded from view
I wonder now what kind of poem I should do
Maybe to space and the last frontier I should go
There are things out there that man will never know
Or should I write on the things that I know the best
Friends, fights and feelings and throw out the rest
So many things to write about in here can I find
At play on the playground inside of my mind
Bear1Mage©


WALKED THE CROOKED PATH
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These things of life and truth must I tell you my child
There are things you will find that will leave you beguiled
Like the checkered path to life is really but a dusty road
And knowledge is its key and treasure to be bestowed
So take the hand of wisdom and walk the crooked path
And avoid you the shame and pain of ignorance's wrath
All are judged in life but better to be it by what you know
Than flash and glamour of any wild deed you might show
Be thee aware of any who may claim to be an open book
Unread pages within them hides from you where to look
The harder you work and the more of yourself you give out
The more is returned and that is what learning is all about
Wisdom is not an answer that's knowledge already defined
Wisdom is the question for they only live within our mind
We live we learn we hope we pray and we try to pass it on
And maybe the spark of enlightenment my child will dawn
Bear1Mage©


TRUTH IS A TEAR
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Truth is a tear for it is the same from all sides
And when shed, our face, most of us hides
Given in sorrow we wish not to share its release
To cry in surprise then they are an act of peace
Laughter with tears a tribute to pleasure renowned
But to often alone shedding our tears are we found
We cry at movies, sad songs, an emotional discord
But to cry all alone, is it the tears they wish to hoard
Come out from hiding for everyone to see if you dare
And give up a tear to show the world that you still care
Need not it be so that so many feel this despair
Together it is that this cross we all must bear
For depressing it is to think yourself all alone
But together in tears we will all feel at home
Bear1Mage©


WINDOW IN MY MIND
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While searching for a misplaced thought I could not find
I found myself at a strange unopened window in my mind
Like through the looking glass this window to another land
Reflecting an image of savagery too cruel for me to stand
Fear I now this new found darkness hiding inside of me
Safely locked away yet I know not what will act as key
Then open the window in my mind to free the savage beast
Not knowing the out come to me should it ever be released
Thin this pane of mental glass restraining the anger and rage
Now and forever must I keep this thought in its mental cage
But would I be more than I am should it ever be incorporated
Trapped inside I will never know maybe it should be liberated
Just think of all the possibilities that might be awaiting me
The power the passion the pleasures that I have yet to see
How could I have ever thought myself a beast locked within
When the monster was holding me trapped but never again
Bear1Mage©


MENTAL NEEDS
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As every blade of grass turned from the sun to gaze at me
The look of disdain on their green faces is all that I can see
Dare I {Mow the grass} fearing that one of them will turn narc
Oh {Mary Jane} my love how I need a jolt of your electric spark
{Mother's little helper} wouldn't let me reach up and touch the sun
So maybe if I {Fly Mexican airlines} I can still get high time fun
I'm not wasted enough I can still hear the sound of the big artillery
Maybe I should mix my pharmaceuticals with the local distillery
Anything to take these thoughts, these sights out of my head
Anything to help me forget the memories and faces of the dead
Heroic valor shown and it is said they went out in a blaze of glory
But seeing them burned to ash form napalm is a different story
Bennie, ludes, acid or LSD, morphine, mushrooms, reefer or weeds
Oh how a good {thoroughbred} could answer all my mental needs
Bear1Mage©

Mow the grass-- to smoke marijuana
Mary Jane, Reefer and Weed--marijuana
Mother's little helper--depressant
Fly Mexican airlines--to smoke marijuana
Bennie--amphetamine
Ludes--depressant
Acid--LSD
Mushrooms--psilocybin/psilocin
Thoroughbred--drug dealer who sells pure narcotics
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DREAM MISTRESS
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Gather round all thee to hear the tale I have to tell
Of lady Kristin and life's twists and turns to her befell
Trapped in sunlight she found her reflection reversed
And discovered a dream mistress daylight had coerced
Sunset and moonrise delivers her from mischief's grip
For a dream mistress though daylight must often slip
A rider of nightmares and destroyer of bad dreams
Nighttime soldier conqueror of darkness she seems
Made so by life's journeys she traveled the hard road
And to her insight and understanding was bestowed
She has defeated the darkness within her own mind
Then broke the bonds it used to have her confined
Free of thought a seeker of light at nighttime's end
Now a poet who through words shall she transcend
Bear1Mage©


SCALES OF DESTINY
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Bathed in the light of my own conscious thought
That is where my battle for good and evil will be fought
The beast that roams the boundaries of the dark
Will challenge me in hopes of smothering my faiths spark
Then innocence would no longer have meaning or reason
No definition of youth, no changing of the season
But by force of will shall I master all that I will ever be
And once again balance the scales of destiny
As did the lion lay with the lamb, good and evil living hand in hand
So too can I except my faults and still proudly stand
Bear1Mage©

JOURNEYS END

Through the vastness of space lies our destination
We flee global devastation and threat of extermination
Though we were forced to leave our physical bodies behind
We send forth our hopes and dreams of spirit and mind
Across the great emptiness of the galaxies dark void
Set into motion by the technology we have employed
With a jolt of electrical force we are separated and set free
Then as one unite together a whole planets living energy
With nothing left but hope we have reached for the stars
To find a new start, a new life, a new place to call ours
Bear1Mage©



LIVING IN DENIAL

Its not often that I have reason to just smile
See most of my life was and is spent living in denial
Why be happy and reach out to others in need
They wouldn't help me for we all survive on greed
Charity is reaching out to satisfy another's demands
But emotionally void I could only offer empty hands
The icy grip of my heart holds no room for love or lust
People hurt each other so there is good reason to mistrust
Forgotten by all but those deeper and darker then even I
And they cant be forgotten no matter how hard you try
But on the edge of shadows a flaming eyes does show
And lights the way for more than just my name does he know
So deep dark misery is not the only thing to come unto me
The forces of good and evil both are here for me to see
Bear1Mage©



POWER GONE WRONG

His straining eyes look deep into the mist of early morn
Seeking the path to enlightenment from which he was forlorn
Searching his past and present, for both heart and home
Fearing to look to the future for what might not be shown
To often had he been quick to anger, being to proud
Because much of his past was spent with his head in a cloud
The present filled with fabrications of a life he could never own
He deceived himself into thinking to him the answer would be blown
Winds of legend bring forth your mighty breath of mist and rain
So that the power of past great wizards I might trap and gain
Deliver unto me wisdom of the ages so all secrets are unfurled
So I can call forth the strength to control the forces of the world
I call forth nature, time and space for my bidding, to be my pawn
So around him arose the forces all together and then he was gone
Bear1Mage©



A THOUGHT

A crackling bolt of energy, pristine and pure
Travels through my brain, its destination unsure
It pulses green with envy and blue with determination
Then yellow with caution and then a touch of white consideration
Yet the red glow of passion is the strongest and easiest to see
Have all blended together in an inspirational idea granted to me
While bouncing around inside my brain for many countless years
Who knows its influences upon my many hopes, dreams and fears
So too has it been changed by the things in life I have come to know
For friends and family, fun and woe, have all added to its bright glow
With each person who reads this poem and on your thoughts it played
You two have add to its brilliance and ensured it will never fade
Bear1Mage©



CLOSET PSYCHIATRIST

In the center of the room did he boldly stand
With his book to lifes answers in his hand
Wisdom he did offer to all who would listen
As if free thinking were really a mental prison
Saying the mind is a great place to play and be
Only if you don't believe in things you cant see
But when ask he never explains just what this means
Wisdom without meaning is even less than it seams
Into another pearl of his deluded wisdom he delves
To think that ones mind contains only themselves
would make me wonder if they don't need to open to the world
He said like he feared his own thoughts had unfurled
Never truly alone with thoughts of his own making
No wonder in our face his fist he is always shaking
But who can trust an ear that never hears what is said
Because their mouth is always open and nothing in their head
Bear1Mage©



GATEWAY TO DREAMS

At the boundary of darkness where day meets night
Stands the gateway to the visions of dreams sight
Slumber the key for this portal to the dream plain
Yet an inverted reflection of realities bitter game
Like the touch of silken darkness upon the skin
One must forego consciousness if one wishes to go in
Your feelings are forfeited, emotions a game played
Just to set foot upon this place where dreams are made
Here vision or nightmare is played out before your eyes
Guidance or deception it is to you to find the lies
Bear1Mage©



HYPNOTIZED

On a gold chain it hangs, suspended between heaven and hell
The pretty pendant I have come to know oh so well
Set into motion it swings from side to side, to and fro
And as my eyes follow its progress into a deep sleep I go
Into the depths of myself and beyond I seem to be falling
Trying to answer a distant voice I hear that keeps calling
My body once weighted down so heavily has now become light
As the rest of my senses are bathed in the darkness of night
And just when I start think myself blind, deaf and dumb
A movement in the distance makes me see what I have become
So I focus on this beacon guiding me from repressed doubt
And try to not scream as from slumber I fight my way out
While from side to side, to and fro the pendent does swing
Hypnotized now my whole world rest within this dammed thing
Bear1Mage©



JUDGEMENT

In conversation on a dark and dismal wintry night
Two lonely souls debating life's saddening plight
Sinking deeper into their depressive melancholic mood
Wondering why man is so selfish, careless and rude
The one, a lady of ivory skin and wheat yellow hair
Said "Everyone calls me a dumb blond, so why should I care"
The other, an aged man of mystery with skin dark as coal
Spoke in a commanding whisper that reached into the soul
"Simple the mind that can only see the color of hair or skin"
"For human perfection is unseen coming from within"
"But judge not others by your own phobia, faults or fears"
"Less my friend you be judged in kind by your own peers"
Bear1Mage©




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