Seasons
of Change
As spring nears and winter
disappears,
I'm thinking of you, always
of you.
How I see you every day in
the hall
No longer with me but with
her.
How I wish I could say hello
But I won't allow myself to
Because even as much as I seem
to hate you
Inside I'm dying for you.
You both look so happy, and
I wish you the best,
Then suddenly I hear a shout
and quick footsteps
I turn to see you, standing
in the hall
Staring after her.
I look into your eyes and see
the pain there
But the joker that you are
won't let your feelings show
I know how much you loved her,
and now you understand
How hard it is to see someone
you love not love you back.
How I wish things could be
different
But she's wormed her way into
your heart
And you refuse to let your
feelings
For her go.
You and I will be friends forever
But it tears me apart to hear
you
Speak of her the way you do.
Maybe someday things will be
different
For you
For me
For us….
by: Mac Estes
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