love 27
 
 
 Seasons of Change 
 
As spring nears and winter disappears, 
I'm thinking of you, always of you. 
How I see you every day in the hall 
No longer with me but with her. 
 
How I wish I could say hello 
But I won't allow myself to 
Because even as much as I seem to hate you 
Inside I'm dying for you. 
 
You both look so happy, and I wish you the best, 
Then suddenly I hear a shout and quick footsteps 
I turn to see you, standing in the hall 
Staring after her. 
 
I look into your eyes and see the pain there 
But the joker that you are won't let your feelings show 
I know how much you loved her, and now you understand 
How hard it is to see someone you love not love you back. 
How I wish things could be different 
But she's wormed her way into your heart 
And you refuse to let your feelings 
For her go. 
 
You and I will be friends forever 
But it tears me apart to hear you 
Speak of her the way you do. 
Maybe someday things will be different 
For you 
For me 
For us…. 
 
by: Mac  Estes 
 
 
 
 
 
my life was a paper 
once plain clear and white 
till you moved with your pen 
changing moods now and then 
till the balance was right... 
  
then you added some music 
every note was in place 
and anybody could see 
all the changes in myself 
by the look on my face... 
  
you decorated my life 
created a world 
 -where dreams are apart 
by painting your love 
all over my heart... 
  
like a rhyme with no reason 
and an unfinished song 
there was no harmony 
life meant nothing to me 
until you came along... 
  
by: LauRyN (heavensent/fINE fEMME fATALZ/tripleForte) 
 
 
 
 Sleepless Nights 
 
Another sleepless night is upon me 
And it's all because of him. 
The one I adore, the one I love 
The one I would die for. 
 
He's so far away 
Not by distance 
Or by time 
But by his feelings for someone else. 
 
True, we are friends 
And friends we will be 
But sitting in bed 
He's on my mind once again. 
 
by: Mac  Estes